I am a happyhappy girl today.

We went grocery shopping today and he bought us steaks, chopped spinach and some garlic butter spread. And then he wheeled me around in the shopping trolley while we shopped some more. I've never allowed the guys I date to carry me because, uhh, well, I'm too heavy but oh how liberating it is to be dating someone bigger than you. Then we went back to his place where he and his dad cooked me one of the nicest steaks I've ever eaten in my whole life and no, I'm not saying this because I am his indebted girlfriend.

This culinary skills diploma is working out pretty well. He made this Italian food called Sparzley or something like that which is basically made up of parmesan cheese and it just melts in your mouth. Yum.

But I think I spoiled his mood because he was extremely attentive and loving and he asked me to stay but I told him I couldn't and then the mood was lost. No more kissing my forehead or hugging me in the lift.

So now I'm at home, a little confused and bewildered but no matter. Nothing Gelare ice-cream or cookies can't fix. And yes, it is called bribery.

P.S. I GOT THE INTERNSHIP TO CHARLTON MEDIA! WHEEEEEEEEE!
P.P.S. I don't know what to do for Valentine's Day. =(